Scared, Confused...

Well, these past two weeks, or this past month I should say, has really been the worst so far.
Despite the fact that really nothing happens in November, its just been a crummy month...
Yeah, I realize its over, but I also haven't blogged in a while.
Basically, I've never felt this way about anybody before.
I mean, my longest relationship was six months, and it was a complete disaster.
When I look back on it now, what was I thinking? I mean really...
But regardess, what's done is done. It was an experience.
The point is, currently, I've never felt this way.
It actually scares me a little.
But can someone really this good stay in your life, when someone from thier past is still in their present?
Will they just ruin it all?
Yeah, it may sound selfish...or rude, but at some point I just want a normal relationship.
Why is that so hard?
I am happy, I really am.
But if she gets in the way...It won't be pretty.

Been too long...

Wow, feels like I haven't blogged in a while now.

Think I should start blogging more often now.

Humber has really been keeping me busy, especially now with exams.

But regardless, I am in the best program I could ask for. I'm so lucky to have been accepted.

Things have never felt better.

I'm doing so well in school, I've made new friends, even found a new boyfriend.

Things are changing, and time is moving faster every day.

I'm trying to really live each day to my fullest, and trying to accomplish as much as I can.

Thankfully, this is the last week of exams, then I can relax and finally sleep in.

Our schedules are crazy!

Despite the fact that I really don't miss high school, one thing I can really say, is I miss my sleep. I used to get 8-10 hours of sleep a night, and now I'm lucky to get 6! Its been such a roller coaster right so far. But I'm not ready to get off...its just the beginning!

As for blogging, I'm back on and ready to blog! Man, I've missed this!