Lonely...

I'd rather be alone than feel used,
I'd rather be alone than having to deal with liars
I'd rather be alone than having to deal with stress
I'd rather be alone than to fight with you every day
I'd rather be alone than having to deal with YOUR insecurity issues
I'd rather be alone than being confused
I'd rather be alone than having to guess how i'm suppose to feel
I'd rather be alone than to sit and worry every night
I'd rather be alone than having to explain myself for every situation
I'd rather be alone than by myself with a room full of people
I'd rather be alone than to sit and cry every night
I'd rather be alone than to get used
I'd rather be alone than to be cheated on
I'd rather be alone than to loose my self confidence
I'd rather be alone than to loose my own self esteem
I'd rather be alone than to sit and blame myself for everything
I'd rather be alone than to worry
I'd rather be alone than to simply fail
I'd rather be alone than to be lied to
I'd rather be alone than to be up all night wondering
I'd rather be alone than to sit and guess...
I'd rather be alone than to loose all hope
I'd rather be alone than having my heart get played with
I'd rather be alone than to have my trust broken
I'd rather be alone than to be crushed
I'd rather be alone than to have my heart stolen and plans crushed
I'd rather be alone than to be broken down
I'd rather be alone than to loose something i worked hard for
I'd rather be alone than to tell the same broken story
I'd rather be alone than be one of your another girls
I'd rather be alone than be embarrassed by your actions
I'd rather be alone than be hurt.
Stupid boy.

Humber College

So finally, after all that planning, & thinking about what I want to do with my future I have finally decided what is best for me right now.

Ryerson University was always my first choice, but after talking to professional radio announcers & hearing imput from others, & the price, really impacted my choice.

I have decided that Humber is the best way to go for first year, just to see how it is like.

I am planning on going to Humber College first year to see the enviornment and just see what it is like, get a job, and save up money & switch to Ryerson the year after & live on residence.

I hope for the best in Humber College & Im really looking forward to meeting new people & joining the cheerleading team again like I have been in Fletcher's.

Humber, here I come!;)

Junos

So I watched the Junos this year & I thought that they were amazing!

I believe that everyone had amazing performances & that all the winners completely deserved it.

So as most people heard, Danny Fernandes kind of messed up while presenting an award.

A lot of people & the media were making a big deal out of it.

They were talking about it on z1035 & the reason why he made the mistake was simply because he didn't wear his glasses & couldn't see the script.

I believe that it wasn't his fault & that everyone makes mistakes.

On twitter he simply stated that "the media was taking it overboard" & I completely agree with that.

The media really takes things & exagurates it & sometimes even the famous need a break.

Despite that, I really enjoyed Drake & Justin Bieber's performance, it really stood out & they are really both making a big breakthrough as amazing Canadian artists.

I absoloutly can't wait for the next Junos!

Until next year!:)

Domo's visit

When Domo came to our class he really stood out & we definitly learned a lot from him.
He was very out going & really easy to talk to.
He is someone that talks from his heart and everything he said was really useful & something that I could apply to myself.

He taught the class a lot about just listening to your heart & not your mind.

Just really being successful & being yourself.

He really opened up to us and told us a lot about himself.

When you look at him, he doesn't seem like he's had a bad past, but I've learned not to judge a book by its cover. Overall, he has gotten so far in life, and it has really impacted me & he really influenced me into doing whatever it takes to get to where I want in life & I will apply everything I learned in order to achieve my goals.

The fact that he knew Donald Trump really stood out to me, and I thought that was really cool & it was really a big deal.

He is someone that I really want to keep in touch with because he is really out going and someone that is a good contact as well.

He really inspired our class & I really liked that he came to our class.

Experience in Challenge #2

We got our second challenege at school & it was to find an actor, acting school, acting agency, & an acting film producer along with a photographer.

Right when we got this assignment I knew I had a contact.

We all decided what we were going to do & how to get it done.

I automatically decided to get contacted to my old acting coach & family friend

Jasmin Geljo.

He is a professional actor in Serbia & Canada.

He is well known in Serbia for a lot of his movies & shows.

Here he is known for leads in Train 48 & Blue Murder.

He has done a lot of work & has taught me a lot about acting as well.

Once I told my parents, they set up a date & took me to meet up with him.

We all sat down at a Cafe in Downtown Toronto called California.

We talked about acting & what I want to do in the future.

Just by sitting there & talking to him after so many years, & just for those 2 hours,

I learned so much.

It was such an organic moment.

He told me that here in Canada it is very hard to get acting gigs & jobs.

He decided that here in Canada he didn't have much to do, & that he is going to go back to Serbia.

He told me that in Europe, acting isn't just about the busniess,

it is about the craft itself.

He told me the importance & he gave me a few contacts as well.

He is such an inspiration to me & I hope that he will always be someone I can go to.

Olunike's Visit

On Thursday, Olunke came to our class.

We had a lot of preparation to do in such a short time but we all got it done.

By the end, it looked amazing!

Once Olunike arrived, we all introduced ourselves.

My first impression of her was that she is a very stunning woman.

She was such a sweetheart too!

Once we started asking her questions I realized that she is really incredible & she has done so much!

From raising a daughter, to acting all over the place, she is such an inspiration.

What I really took from that whole experience is when she said "you have to know yourself & people won't take advantage of you"

I realized that at some point in my life I really have to find out who I am & say "yeah, this is ME"

Everything that she said was very organic & powerful.

To star in so many things, and to really become someone is a big deal.

I can easily say that after Thursday she is truly one of my inspirations.

First Theatre Excursion

On Wednesday, we went on our first theatre excursion with the Acting Academy class.

It started off us leaving from the school at 11am and we got to the theater very quickly.

Once we got there, I noticed that there were a lot of elderly white folks there as well.

Once the play got started, we were all seated & it began. It start it off very fast paced & interesting.

I was a very interesting play & I loved every minute of it.

It really opened my eyes & I realized certain things that Aboriginal people go through.

A lot of people spend time with their own cultures & the most populated cultures, rather than others' that they barely noticed -- like the aboriginals.

I loved the quick & simple transitions and everything from the simple guitar and the barely any costume changes was just exquisit.

After the play, we went to the Eaton Center.

It was quite busy & I couldn't wait to go shopping!

Samantha & I headed off to Abercrombie right away

But unfourtunatly I couldn't find anything that really caught my eye.

After that we went to Hollister, but it turned out to be the same,

there was nothing I really wanted...or needed.

After that, we went to Starbucks.

There was quite a miscommunication there though.

What happend was, I orded a grande caramel Frapaccino.

A lady before me ordered a tall mocha frap. -- too bad I missed that.

What happened was, one of the workers asked me if I ordered a frap, I told her yes.

She said it was ready, so as I tried it, I realised it wasn't what I ordered.

It did NOT taste like caramel.

So I went back & I realized that she gave me the wrong order.

Since the lady before me didn't want to drink that, I got the tall frap for free.

&I got a tall caramel frap, so I told her i didn't order that.

once again THE WRONG order.

So finally, after 30 minutes, I ended up getting my right order.

But behind us, was a girl from our school, she also ordered something,

& of course, they screwed that up too.

Overall, it was pretty hectic, but it worked out in the end!

After that, we got Dan & Theo to take us to Forever 21.

I saw some really cute stuff, but didn't end up buying anything.

Overall the day was amazing & I had a very organic day.