Wednesday, June 16, 2010

She wants to feel loved


She loves him.
Its not hard to understand.
He loves.....
She believes.. that he loves the idea of her.
She tells him that she doesn't feel loved by him anymore,
and that something has to change because the love isn't mutual.
She explains that its only love physically

when there bodies are pressed against each other.
She then goes on, telling him that its only the physical love that's being shared.
She doesn't like it
She doesn't want anyone but him,
and she looks back on all the memories they had, all the laughs.
She then sits and giggles to herself,
remembering all the good times they had when they were happy, when things were perfect between them.
Where it would just be them, sitting down, resting her head against his chest...
laughing!
About anything and everything that caught their eye.
when they sat together and he would try to say stupid jokes that only she would laugh at, and he would look at her with this face only she knows.
This face would explain what hes thinking at that very moment.
"I don't get the joke, its not that funny" as he has a smirk on his face because theres no other smile in the world that makes him smile,
knowing that him and his girl are together smiling and laughing as one.
Its his laugh that makes her laugh,
its his smile that makes her smile.
And knowing that shes smiling and laughing, makes him believe that hes finally doing something right.
He tells her,
I don't need to sit here and tell you your beautiful everyday,
because you already know it.
I don't need to kiss you every minute when were together,
what are we proving?
I don't need to hold your hand,
we don't need to prove anything to the world, or people around us.
He continues,
I don't need to tell you things that you know each and every day how i feel about you!
We are together, we don't need to prove nothing to anyone but ourselves.
She stops, and thinks.
And she understands exactly what he means,
she doesn't want to fight, she doesn't want to break up.
She would rather fight with him then kiss someone else.
She knows that no one will be like him, she knows she wont be able to find someone like him in her life.
Its that Kind Amazing Type of Love.
So she says again.
She loves him
its not hard to understand
He loves....
She believes... that he loves her.
Different ways of showing love. And each couple has it.
Its not saying i love you every time there together or on the phone.
Its not kissing every 5 minutes.
Its the little love and affection they show that only them will be able to understand.
She wants to feel loved,
and his love is the only love she wants.


He is hers,
and She is his.
Its just that simple!

Taylor Swift Concert


So a few weeks ago two of my best friends, Samantha Nobre & Samantha Rideout had an extra ticket to the Taylor Swift concert so they asked me if I'd like to join them, I obviously could NEVER turn down that opportunity! Nobre's brother, Nicholas, drove us there & he also joined us.
Kellie Pickler was the opening act & she did an OUTSTANDING job.
She is so talented & just completely amazing.
Once Taylor Swift came on she was just wonderful.
She is without a doubt my favourite singer.
I honestly idolize her.
I can relate to all her songs on many different levels.
She is truly inspirational & everything that she sings about is real life.
She sings about every girl's problems & we can really relate to.
After her concert, we all bought her shirt & the next day wore them to school.
I can't wait for her next concert cause I'll be there for sure!

Lonely...


I'd rather be alone than feel used,
I'd rather be alone than having to deal with liars
I'd rather be alone than having to deal with stress
I'd rather be alone than to fight with you every day
I'd rather be alone than having to deal with YOUR insecurity issues
I'd rather be alone than being confused
I'd rather be alone than having to guess how i'm suppose to feel
I'd rather be alone than to sit and worry every night
I'd rather be alone than having to explain myself for every situation
I'd rather be alone than by myself with a room full of people
I'd rather be alone than to sit and cry every night
I'd rather be alone than to get used
I'd rather be alone than to be cheated on
I'd rather be alone than to loose my self confidence
I'd rather be alone than to loose my own self esteem
I'd rather be alone than to sit and blame myself for everything
I'd rather be alone than to worry
I'd rather be alone than to simply fail
I'd rather be alone than to be lied to
I'd rather be alone than to be up all night wondering
I'd rather be alone than to sit and guess...
I'd rather be alone than to loose all hope
I'd rather be alone than having my heart get played with
I'd rather be alone than to have my trust broken
I'd rather be alone than to be crushed
I'd rather be alone than to have my heart stolen and plans crushed
I'd rather be alone than to be broken down
I'd rather be alone than to loose something i worked hard for
I'd rather be alone than to tell the same broken story
I'd rather be alone than be one of your another girls
I'd rather be alone than be embarrassed by your actions
I'd rather be alone than be hurt.
Stupid boy.

Humber College


So finally, after all that planning, & thinking about what I want to do with my future I have finally decided what is best for me right now.

Ryerson University was always my first choice, but after talking to professional radio announcers & hearing imput from others, & the price, really impacted my choice.

I have decided that Humber is the best way to go for first year, just to see how it is like.

I am planning on going to Humber College first year to see the enviornment and just see what it is like, get a job, and save up money & switch to Ryerson the year after & live on residence.

I hope for the best in Humber College & Im really looking forward to meeting new people & joining the cheerleading team again like I have been in Fletcher's.

Humber, here I come!;)

Junos




So I watched the Junos this year & I thought that they were amazing!
I believe that everyone had amazing performances & that all the winners completely deserved it.
So as most people heard, Danny Fernandes kind of messed up while presenting an award.
A lot of people & the media were making a big deal out of it.
They were talking about it on z1035 & the reason why he made the mistake was simply because he didn't wear his glasses & couldn't see the script.
I believe that it wasn't his fault & that everyone makes mistakes.
On twitter he simply stated that "the media was taking it overboard" & I completely agree with that.
The media really takes things & exagurates it & sometimes even the famous need a break.
Despite that, I really enjoyed Drake & Justin Bieber's performance, it really stood out & they are really both making a big breakthrough as amazing Canadian artists.
I absoloutly can't wait for the next Junos!
Until next year!:)






Domo's visit


When Domo came to our class he really stood out & we definitly learned a lot from him.
He was very out going & really easy to talk to.
He is someone that talks from his heart and everything he said was really useful & something that I could apply to myself.
He taught the class a lot about just listening to your heart & not your mind.
Just really being successful & being yourself.
He really opened up to us and told us a lot about himself.
When you look at him, he doesn't seem like he's had a bad past, but I've learned not to judge a book by its cover. Overall, he has gotten so far in life, and it has really impacted me & he really influenced me into doing whatever it takes to get to where I want in life & I will apply everything I learned in order to achieve my goals.

The fact that he knew Donald Trump really stood out to me, and I thought that was really cool & it was really a big deal.
He is someone that I really want to keep in touch with because he is really out going and someone that is a good contact as well.
He really inspired our class & I really liked that he came to our class.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Experience in Challenge #2

We got our second challenege at school & it was to find an actor, acting school, acting agency, & an acting film producer along with a photographer.
Right when we got this assignment I knew I had a contact.
We all decided what we were going to do & how to get it done.
I automatically decided to get contacted to my old acting coach & family friend
Jasmin Geljo.
He is a professional actor in Serbia & Canada.
He is well known in Serbia for a lot of his movies & shows.
Here he is known for leads in Train 48 & Blue Murder.
He has done a lot of work & has taught me a lot about acting as well.
Once I told my parents, they set up a date & took me to meet up with him.
We all sat down at a Cafe in Downtown Toronto called California.
We talked about acting & what I want to do in the future.
Just by sitting there & talking to him after so many years, & just for those 2 hours,
I learned so much.
It was such an organic moment.
He told me that here in Canada it is very hard to get acting gigs & jobs.
He decided that here in Canada he didn't have much to do, & that he is going to go back to Serbia.
He told me that in Europe, acting isn't just about the busniess,
it is about the craft itself.
He told me the importance & he gave me a few contacts as well.
He is such an inspiration to me & I hope that he will always be someone I can go to.