Best Friends

You have been through the thick and thin.

You have been there for me through everything.
Sometimes I envy you, other times I need you.
At the end of the day, I will be there for you, no matter what.
But lately, it's been bugging me.
Am I not good enough?
Should I be a better friend?
Is what I am doing not enough?
I want to be there through everything, but I feel M.I.A
Am I?
Somtimes I feel lost, and confused.
Maybe its just me, maybe I don't see it.
But maybe you do.
We've been through lies & betrayals.
We've been through love & lust.
I am leaving in a few months.
Will things change?
Will we still be there?
With all that we've been through, will you still be there
When I need you the most.
If I am ever crying in the middle of the night,
will you still answer, like you did back then.
Back then when we played barbies and dolls.
When boys had cooties and we would laugh at them.
Back then where we didn't care about the world?
When everything was just fun and games.
Will you still be there?
Be there to laugh at my jokes?
Be there to share memories?
Be there to be my best friend?
Because sometimes, all I need is you.
Best friends Always?
Forever.